What lies inside..?

There is an undeniable darkness within all of us. A force created from the dark moments in our lives. It lies in wait, ever desiring to come out and take over. Can such a force ever be eliminated? Is the Light of God all consuming enough to remove it from our programming? Sometimes I fear this dark fate. What stops it from coming out? When our walk is good, our light is good. When our walk wavers...the dark comes out to play. What if the darkness never stops playing? What if it takes us over completely? There is so much within our minds that we cannot fathom. It is simply an impossible task. Today this darkness has been hinting at me, reminding me of all the times I was forced to watch pure evil, to stare into its ugly face and remain silent. The hatred that built within my heart as each hit, each cursed word fell. Poison runs through my veins and I want to cut it out at some points. However, I do trust in the love of my Lover. He will rescue me without fail for His light is relieving, encompassing, and real. Focusing on that light will I ever break through this dark veil, this nightmare that always appears within my mind's eye. God, keep the demons away.