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Life is life. I am accepting this simple statement. Everything around us happens for a reason. Every breath breathed is a chance to change something; to allow God to form us into who we are to be. The thought that every breath I take and breathe back out can be used to change this horrid world excites me! I want to change the world. I want to help those around me. I want to be a light in the darkness; a small candle burning at the end of a long tunnel, showing the way out. I want more than anything to be used by God and if this passion is not shared by many, then more people should examine their hearts. We are God's instruments. I don't know about you, but God has changed me completely and has saved me from a horrid ending. With Him I will have my happily ever after. I was reading in the Psalms the other day and was brought into a wowsers moment. I love the Psalms. Whenever I feel down I just read them until I get something out of it and start to feel better. This particular Psalm made me feel incredibly guilty about how I was living my life. Lately I have been living my life for myself. Going throughout each day simply existing and focusing entirely on myself. Whenever I hung out with friends I just focused on having fun. I want them saved so bad but I can't get over myself enough to do anything about it. This realization stopped me in my tracks and I cried out to God. If I want things to change I need to start breathing in truth and do something. I've wasted so much time, but thankfully God created time and can redeem it! I am going to try my hardest to start doing what I feel I ought to do! Its time to breathe to live and not to just exist comfortably!