So I thought it wouldn't matter, but it does. I thought I could look you in the eye, be with you and it'd all just work out....but its just not that easy. You mean more to me than I can even imagine and I lost you...i've lost a lot of people......and no matter what a prophecy tells me, I still feel like nothing. I still feel cast down and uncared for, rejected......
This is meant for honesty....so there it is......
(Don't assume who "you" is because you would be sorely mistaken.)
I really need to change my thinking where I don't fall back to it, where I don't feel so uncared for.....I need His promises and love with me constantly and instead of just saying, I need to act....maybe if I tell myself that enough times, I'll start doing it. I pray I start doing it. Things need to change. I pray for the strength to do it..
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